I am so grateful to having had an opportunity to have a sit of silence for 3 days to discover the world within and finalize the new blueprint that I have been building on for the past couple of years. I am finally at peace with my past, I am embracing the gift of the present with hope and unwavering faith of a future with love, prosperity and health.
As I became a single parent in 2003 and I was working several jobs , I felt frustrated, full of stress and felt like my life was passing me by. I spent a lot of time running from crisis to crisis and went from middle class to poverty overnight, watching my good job at the phone company be downsized and outsourced. Fear was prevalent in my life every day.
I entered into the business world in 2006 out of sheer desperation and became part of the wealthiest industry on the planet, with super high achievers where I compared, competed, and copied and always fell up short.I also knew that I did not come from an affluent family, with high education or a relationship of 27 years with a man that was supportive, encouraging or inspiring so my self-confidence was at an all time low, self- loathing at an all time high. How could I possibly compete in an environment like that? I originally thought I just have to find people who are better than me which I thought would be easy as I thought that everyone was better than me. I have come to realize that you attract who you are so if I wanted to attract better I needed to be better.
So what did I do? I searched, I continued to learn my craft. I plugged into webinars and showed up for all of the training that I was able to. I went to as many conventions and fast start schools that I could manage. I took self development courses, more than most, I took the Business Mastery Course with Colin Sprake several times, I took Own your Greatness, I took Millionaire Mindsets several times so that I could create a new relationship with money, I took the Master Key Mastermind Alliance and Grow 90 grow and Think and Grow Rich with Mark J and the fabulous Davene. I went on a Go 90 grow Cruise in Mexico with my son to learn the skills I needed to be successful. Since I was not making the money I needed to, I got other jobs. I worked with people with multiple barriers, cleaned houses and even worked as a designated driver. Most people would have quit. Most people did quit. I did what most people will not do, I stayed, and I grew. I created a new blue print with no limitations.
My son and I are going to Hawaii for a Master Key experience in June of 2018 which is a dream come true. I have had the most profitable 10 days in this business before taking a 3 day sit of silence as I continue this process of self- development. I live in a house that I love with my own private office. The best investment you can make is in yourself. Luckily I have tenacity, perseverance, a work ethic and determination to pursue my dream to build a Legacy of Freedom and Ownership for my family.
I have heard over and over that the salesperson brings the only objections to the table, I understand now that people were slow to believe in me as I was slow to believe in myself. Those days are gone and I have an unwavering belief in myself, my skills, my heart and passion to serve others and assist them to create a new blueprint and achieve their Dharma.
The best is yet to come and I am so grateful that I survived long enough to thrive!
The metamorphosis is complete and the butterfly emerges from her cocoon.